Am i ready?

Am I ready?
i dont even dare to think...
knowing ur life goes well...
i should b happy for u...
bt its juz as a fren..
i saw ur post..
bt i dont wanna comment on it...
becos i dont wanna noe further bout u..
i dont wanna see ur words,
i don wan ur smile everything..
juz wish tat after a while,
i will feel better..
live better,live happier..
start to get used to my single life...
nt tat bad actually...
fulfill my time wif studies,
family ,
fren...
its more than enough..
do i love u?
ya, I love u...
bt its start fading away...
bt its juz a bit hav gone...
i need to add oil!!!
all the best,wenyee!!!<3