still sad..

omg gosh..
i m stil crying for him..
his status hurt me..
i m a dummy..
wasting a 3 year time on u..
n u can find someone to lighten up ur day after a week break up..
i keep asking myself...
why can u?
how can u?.
bt it still get nothing..
it should be me,
bt i m clearly noe tat it wont b me anymore..
so i m gonna find my nex target..
it must nt b boy!
bt its my study!!
wanna get CGPA 4.0!
i wanna choose a good uni to go!!!
lets go without u anymoreeee...

Am i ready?

Am I ready?
i dont even dare to think...
knowing ur life goes well...
i should b happy for u...
bt its juz as a fren..
i saw ur post..
bt i dont wanna comment on it...
becos i dont wanna noe further bout u..
i dont wanna see ur words,
i don wan ur smile everything..
juz wish tat after a while,
i will feel better..
live better,live happier..
start to get used to my single life...
nt tat bad actually...
fulfill my time wif studies,
family ,
fren...
its more than enough..
do i love u?
ya, I love u...
bt its start fading away...
bt its juz a bit hav gone...
i need to add oil!!!
all the best,wenyee!!!<3

freedom

I am bak to single after 2 n a half year time...
its hard to get bak to single life...
haha i noe...
bt i m trying my very best...
comforting myself to the max...
dont wanna angry,
dont wanna cry,
dont wanna complain...
juz wanna keep everything in silence..
time wil heal me i tink..
n u..
hav no more chance to hurt me..
becos i dont wanna go bak anymore..
n plz ..
dont hang me anymore..
i m nt a little gal anymore...
sorry tat i love u..
i wanna stop it nw...

nthing to lose

I lost him. .
For the second time. .
I let go of him. .
Nt becos I don't love u anymore..
Is becos I love u too much. .
I hope u can live happier without me. .
Get the freedom u deserved ..
Find someone who can take good care of u n ur family...
I leave edi. .
I don't noe where can I go. ..
I don't noe where can I stay...
How long can I forget u n start a new life?
I don't noe. .
I feel lost. .
Where can I go?

Worrying. .
it has been a month n two weeks troubles!
Can u plz leave me alone? !
I can't take it anymore..
Cannot anymore..
U r gonna drive me crazy!