still sad..

omg gosh..
i m stil crying for him..
his status hurt me..
i m a dummy..
wasting a 3 year time on u..
n u can find someone to lighten up ur day after a week break up..
i keep asking myself...
why can u?
how can u?.
bt it still get nothing..
it should be me,
bt i m clearly noe tat it wont b me anymore..
so i m gonna find my nex target..
it must nt b boy!
bt its my study!!
wanna get CGPA 4.0!
i wanna choose a good uni to go!!!
lets go without u anymoreeee...

Am i ready?

Am I ready?
i dont even dare to think...
knowing ur life goes well...
i should b happy for u...
bt its juz as a fren..
i saw ur post..
bt i dont wanna comment on it...
becos i dont wanna noe further bout u..
i dont wanna see ur words,
i don wan ur smile everything..
juz wish tat after a while,
i will feel better..
live better,live happier..
start to get used to my single life...
nt tat bad actually...
fulfill my time wif studies,
family ,
fren...
its more than enough..
do i love u?
ya, I love u...
bt its start fading away...
bt its juz a bit hav gone...
i need to add oil!!!
all the best,wenyee!!!<3

freedom

I am bak to single after 2 n a half year time...
its hard to get bak to single life...
haha i noe...
bt i m trying my very best...
comforting myself to the max...
dont wanna angry,
dont wanna cry,
dont wanna complain...
juz wanna keep everything in silence..
time wil heal me i tink..
n u..
hav no more chance to hurt me..
becos i dont wanna go bak anymore..
n plz ..
dont hang me anymore..
i m nt a little gal anymore...
sorry tat i love u..
i wanna stop it nw...

nthing to lose

I lost him. .
For the second time. .
I let go of him. .
Nt becos I don't love u anymore..
Is becos I love u too much. .
I hope u can live happier without me. .
Get the freedom u deserved ..
Find someone who can take good care of u n ur family...
I leave edi. .
I don't noe where can I go. ..
I don't noe where can I stay...
How long can I forget u n start a new life?
I don't noe. .
I feel lost. .
Where can I go?

Worrying. .
it has been a month n two weeks troubles!
Can u plz leave me alone? !
I can't take it anymore..
Cannot anymore..
U r gonna drive me crazy!

I care!

I don't lik to b the last 1 to noe stuff bout u. .
U r the person I cared. .
I don't lik to b an idiot..
I don't lik to noe ur stuff from others except u!
I feel so dumb n disappointed when tis happened. .
Do u care bout my feeling?
I'm wondering...
I feel lost. .
AGAIN. .

dizzy dizzy T^T

Donated blood is nice n meaningful...
There's always a BUT ...
Having period after 3 days donating blood is totally killing me!
(Period pain+ period pain)x100000) times = die 99
Pretty cool equation!
+dizzy all the time +headache everyday!
Omg! Its killing me..
I'm lack of blood nw!
N I noe how precious is my blood NOW!
I'm lack of blood nw!
Whor goung to donate me blood? !
Hello! R u the one? XD

bloody day

Bye bye 350ml of blood!
I will miss u guys!
Plz help anyone in troubles. ..
A meaningful bloody day <3

important

u r important to me...
no matter how many harsh words i gave towards u,
its just showing how much i cared bout u...
bt nt how much i hate u!
plz don b so selfish anymore..
plz dont be childish anymore..
u r my family faorever..
n i love u, bro...

sweet sweet

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wanna show off!
nvr upload n take any photo after a long long time~
bt its the time nw!
i wanna post tis!
buahahahaha!
happy day wif the one tat i love n my family..
thnx 4 being by my side..
n i miss u alooot!
anyway juz wanna SHOW OFF!!!
buahahaha XD

甜蜜

我幸运吗？
再次遇回他..
感觉依然没变...
是我没用放不下他？
还是我们的感情太深了？
不晓得..
只知道现在的我们
没有情侣的枷锁...
没有紧绑的称呼...
没有未来的打算...

却多了一丝丝甜蜜...
收敛了脾气...
眼中只有对方的感觉
真棒！

我们不要回看过去，
但要珍惜现在的好！

不可以

我不会让我自己爱上你的！
绝不！
不能！
不可以！
只想过平淡的日子...
不想再让激动影响我的心情...
好怕再次被伤害...
伤口还未恢复...
请不要对我太好...
我会怕...
怕爱上不该爱上的你...

job

its tiring when u r working wif someone tat is hot-tempered..
its lik u wil get shooting anytime...
its hard 2 work in such a scary vibes!
the atmosphere arent right at all..
n it makes my emotion unstabil again!
i don lik myself!
i am a fool when i am emo-ing...
bt i am trying my bez 2 get it down!
b the master of my emotion!
i wanna hav strong self-control!
i wil nvr succeed if i cant make it!
add oil wenyee!
juz hope 2 get out of tis mess as fast as possible!
i cant take it anymore!
management without nationality wil nt success!hope u al wil get tis~
all the bez ba!

忘了

你身上的味道...
你的穿着...
你的发型...
你的家人...
你的家...
你的一切...
我
好像开始淡忘了...
白色？
蓝色？还是青色？
我真的忘了...
好事吧？
我不懂...
只是觉得我的心
变轻了许多...
没有负担...
没有眼泪...
单身其实还满不错的...
单身万岁！

no more fairy tales!

mayb there is no such things called fren 4ever...
no such things called fairy tales...
nobody wil wait 4 u 4ever..
i am emo-ing nw!
i am the one who suggested 2 go 2 zoo...
bt at last i am the one the left behind by al of u!
wats wrong?!
i don noe!
nt in tat mood!
juz wanna express my anger out!
leave me alone ba~
i am going 2 explode soon..
mayb our frenship should end here...

contiue emo-ing...

tired

i am tired~
fren.job,future...
annoying!
i cant even smile from my heart when i am working~
i don lik the atmosphere!
the vibes thre werent right at all~
it makes me feel stress n upset!
i hate hearing stupid words from Kelly 2day!
she said they hire us is 2 solve problems bt nt create problems!
wat do u mean?!
i am sad after listening tis!
v r using our heart 2 complete every job tat planned!
v r responsible enough on everything!
wat 4 u said tis!
i am upset!
i am sad!
i don lik!
u said v wil nt sucess inour future!
bt i wil show u who i am in the nex 10 years!
u wil regret on wat u said on tat day!
a management without rationality wil nt success!
listen up n apply it!




somebody make me mad 2day!
i am trying 2 forgiv u!
i wanna b fren wif u again!
bt plz giv me sometime....

new me!

i am bak!new life n new me~

broke up edi!

n i noe i wil use a quite long time 2 recover!

am i hate him?

no!i dont!

nvr n ever!

i luv him more than i hate him!

bt al tis is nonsence now!

life is lik a book!

he had been my past chapter...

n i am creating a new chapter of life nw!

i am a failure when i was in btw chapters!

i cried everyday!

i shouted everyday!

i emo everyday!

bt al tis seems lik easier 2 go through when there is a group of great fren around u!

thnx a lot!

hanging around wif them is lovely!

u wil nvr knew tat being single is fun b4 hanging out wif them!

<3>

elaine

synz

jia yin

see jie

u r the GOD of my heart!

healing me n making me a better gal!

sis lik u al r hard 2 find!

appreciate u al very much!

thnx!