不可以

我不会让我自己爱上你的！
绝不！
不能！
不可以！
只想过平淡的日子...
不想再让激动影响我的心情...
好怕再次被伤害...
伤口还未恢复...
请不要对我太好...
我会怕...
怕爱上不该爱上的你...

job

its tiring when u r working wif someone tat is hot-tempered..
its lik u wil get shooting anytime...
its hard 2 work in such a scary vibes!
the atmosphere arent right at all..
n it makes my emotion unstabil again!
i don lik myself!
i am a fool when i am emo-ing...
bt i am trying my bez 2 get it down!
b the master of my emotion!
i wanna hav strong self-control!
i wil nvr succeed if i cant make it!
add oil wenyee!
juz hope 2 get out of tis mess as fast as possible!
i cant take it anymore!
management without nationality wil nt success!hope u al wil get tis~
all the bez ba!

忘了

你身上的味道...
你的穿着...
你的发型...
你的家人...
你的家...
你的一切...
我
好像开始淡忘了...
白色？
蓝色？还是青色？
我真的忘了...
好事吧？
我不懂...
只是觉得我的心
变轻了许多...
没有负担...
没有眼泪...
单身其实还满不错的...
单身万岁！

no more fairy tales!

mayb there is no such things called fren 4ever...
no such things called fairy tales...
nobody wil wait 4 u 4ever..
i am emo-ing nw!
i am the one who suggested 2 go 2 zoo...
bt at last i am the one the left behind by al of u!
wats wrong?!
i don noe!
nt in tat mood!
juz wanna express my anger out!
leave me alone ba~
i am going 2 explode soon..
mayb our frenship should end here...

contiue emo-ing...

tired

i am tired~
fren.job,future...
annoying!
i cant even smile from my heart when i am working~
i don lik the atmosphere!
the vibes thre werent right at all~
it makes me feel stress n upset!
i hate hearing stupid words from Kelly 2day!
she said they hire us is 2 solve problems bt nt create problems!
wat do u mean?!
i am sad after listening tis!
v r using our heart 2 complete every job tat planned!
v r responsible enough on everything!
wat 4 u said tis!
i am upset!
i am sad!
i don lik!
u said v wil nt sucess inour future!
bt i wil show u who i am in the nex 10 years!
u wil regret on wat u said on tat day!
a management without rationality wil nt success!
listen up n apply it!




somebody make me mad 2day!
i am trying 2 forgiv u!
i wanna b fren wif u again!
bt plz giv me sometime....

new me!

i am bak!new life n new me~

broke up edi!

n i noe i wil use a quite long time 2 recover!

am i hate him?

no!i dont!

nvr n ever!

i luv him more than i hate him!

bt al tis is nonsence now!

life is lik a book!

he had been my past chapter...

n i am creating a new chapter of life nw!

i am a failure when i was in btw chapters!

i cried everyday!

i shouted everyday!

i emo everyday!

bt al tis seems lik easier 2 go through when there is a group of great fren around u!

thnx a lot!

hanging around wif them is lovely!

u wil nvr knew tat being single is fun b4 hanging out wif them!

<3>

elaine

synz

jia yin

see jie

u r the GOD of my heart!

healing me n making me a better gal!

sis lik u al r hard 2 find!

appreciate u al very much!

thnx!